Showing off

I have been out for just two days. I cannot say that I understand a lot, since I have been among friends and family at this time. However, I can say that my foremost observation about the outside (world) is the transformation of social relations, thanks to the technology of communication. It’s very good on one hand; it’s very nice that people I haven’t seen for years can reach me, and even with video — although I constantly break the communication by touching the wrong places, since I don’t know how to use these devices.

On the negative side, we saw this a lot while we were watching TV inside: nobody looks at each other’s face, and people are constantly sharing stuff. I don’t think these people who share every moment and everything share even a penny of their money with anyone, in such a mechanical environment.

This truly became a society of show, and showing off; there are no limits for sharing images, news and gossip, but the values that need to be shared are not. If you look at it from one side, everybody became so “pro-sharing.” However, people didn’t previously enjoy showing themselves off everywhere and looking at everything. This was not considered a good thing; it was shunned, even. Now it seems like showing what you are doing at the moment — what are you doing, eating and drinking, displaying yourself, is an essential part of the new era.

A flawed conviction

I have been at different prisons since I was tried and sentenced by the courts under martial law. Most recently, I was convicted by a State Security Court due to Article 146 of the former Turkish Penal Law: “Attempting to change the constitutional order by force.”

The indictment charged me with being a member of the TKP/B, and a founder of the Revolution Party of Turkey (TDP), but the court sentenced me to life in prison according to Article 146 at the end of the trial.

Those who have been sentenced to life at the time were able to be released after eight years thanks to legislative regulations. However, I was not allowed to benefit from this law because of a (political) action in which I was not involved, although the majority of the claims against me were from before the date the law was passed.

You know, there were long detention periods and interrogations with torture during these times. I did not offer testimony; even that was considered a “terrorist attitude” and used against me.

However, I was convicted based on the testimony of another heavily tortured defendant, who denied that testimony at court. It was proven, with medical reports, that he was subjected to heavy torture. That testimony was inadmissible not only because it was obtained illegally but due to its content, too. For example, it was claimed that I attended an organizational congress abroad while I was in prison. However, the court convicted me based on this both methodically and contextually inadmissible testimony.

No new trial, despite ruling condemning torture

Turkey was found guilty by the European Court of Human Rights of torture and violating the right to a fair trial in the following process. A request for retrial was made to the court that heard my case following the ECHR verdict, but the court rejected our request, disregarding the legal regulations.

When the Supreme Court of Appeals (of Turkey) decided that the retrial was a must, (the local court) retried me and affirmed the same sentence. Therefore, I served the 30 years which is the equivalent of a life sentence (according to Turkish law).

However, especially recently, despite this duration being served, the executions of sentences are being lengthened in prisons by disciplinary punishments or other type of punishments. Prisoners’ freedoms are being stolen by arbitrary actions. I was punished because I participated in a protest action against cameras, which are a violation of our right to a private life. I served that time as extra and got out.

Lastly, I want to say that I have been at the camps of the Front for the Liberation of Palestine, but I believe our affinity to the Kurdish freedom struggle played a special role in the sentences that were given to us (by the courts).

Leaving prison feels like time travel

It’s true, legislative regulations are being made all the time to release prisoners who were convicted of crimes such as drugs, murder and rape. Because the world of criminals is the underground of the (current ruling) order, and is an inseparable part of it. They are (its) illegal legs; fascism cannot stand without these legs. However, those who are being released are not limited just to them.

I’m a communist, a revolutionary. I was one when I got in, I was one when I got out.

The relationship between the administration and the judiciary is clearly shown by those who have been tried (for membership in) ISIS, Hezbollah, IBDA-C and al-Qaeda, put to show trials, released after short detentions and persistently being partially pardoned, despite serious accusations against them.

Those mentioned above are being set free while revolutionaries who tie their own lives to the fate of the country and our peoples are being kept inside. We know that the prisons are built especially for us. But this is not our fate. One day, we will definitely change the bad luck of the country.

I’m a communist, a revolutionary. I was one when I got in, I was one when I got out. I will remain a revolutionary.

Thousands of young people of our generation were massacred back then. I believe this generation is the most determined, brave and reckless generation of our society.

I’m a little confused at the moment, as a member of this generation who spent the last decades of his life in prison. I feel as if I've teleported to 2023 from the times when scientific and technological developments were more backwards compared to today, and computers and cell phones did not exist.

I believe Turkey, the region and the world needs socialism more than ever, no matter what the direction or context of the changes may be. I guess if it was a movie, we can say this is some kind of “Back to the Future.”